God High Forcast!!

Hi this might sound a bit funny but I'm forecasting a God High.

Justification...

... normally when life is really crap n things feel like they are falling to pieces God uses it to draw us closer to him and into the fellowship of his love and truth.

... as i currently feel really crappy in a whats the point kinda way i feel like God must have something that he is preparing for me in this trial if that makes sense.

... as his word says that he "uses everything for the good of those that love him and are called according to his purpose" there has to be something good to come out of my current feelings of stress and lowness.

... and as he uses these trials to build character im sure he will show me something about myself which i am needing to develop and improve on! which though humbling is really important.

... kinda prayed for a desperation for him last week!!

... despite being fully aware that to be desperate to see more of him things tend to have to get really crappy i really want to see more of him and feel him more tangibly in my life, not that i dont see him working but that i want to see what he is doing now and what he wants me to do to further his kingdom and to share his love and grace with those who have yet to meet him.

So in the near future the is a God high forcast :D

(hope this is a more coherent ramble than my last God bless x)