notes...

..is the point of this to make notes on ur life?

Seasons of change kinda requires that you know what you need to change.. Doesn't it?

Or at least that u jus give your self to God so wholly that he has full reign n can show you where you have screwed up!- kinda a funny one its the most logical thing to do in the long run but at the same time we kick up such a fuss about it - well i know i do.

The beauty of giving yourself over to God is that he honor's it and living in his will for your life is the most liberating yet challenging thing you can do.

Accepting that his will is bigger than what we can comprehend, that no matter how much we screw up he loves us so much that if we give ourselves to him he stops us encountering more than we can handle (1corinthians10v13) and then he uses that for his glory and building up character to make integral witnesses of those who love him.

Isn't his grace beautiful?..

..that "we know that in all things the lord works for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose."(romans8v28)

Kinda on a personal note I've realized that indulging in sin has not only stunted the active growth of my faith n love of the lord, but has in a active life sense undone the action in my life of those things that i know the lord had changed in me. As in i know he changed me but when i didnt live in his love and grace and mercy i stopped living in those changes and am now finding that i have to relearn old lessons! but by his grace n mercy he is patient n will give me the second chance.

Or as it may be in some cases..
a third..
forth...
fifth chance!

so many chances i cant count that i don't deserve but his grace n mercy n love is so vast that i cant even comprehend it, and at the same time that i abuse it so much make me sad.

i think the worst part is to think that every thing that seems so little..
off thoughts..
disrespecting authority..
thinking about people as more than they are to you..
lust..

Even all these things that are inside that don't even have to come out in word or deed to be are dirt to God. They cause our separation to God. They cost Jesus his life. They made the son of God separate to God by making him into our sin! my sin.

Yet despite all this.

God loves us so much that he willed it to be.

He Gave His Perfect Pure Holy Righteous Son...

To become sin!

To become our shame, condemnation, deceit, lies, lust, selfishness.

How Holy is our God?

How much Grace?

We cant begin to imagine the whole of God.

But praise the lord that he loves us this much and gives us the option and choice to obay him in love and to chose to love him and spend eternity basking in his presence.

:D !!!!!!!!HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!! :D

**FB 0010 18thsept2009**